Message #6033

[FooFa]

What is surprising to me often and upsetting is this:I will think that Howey and I are past something, where I want to be...we occasionally share a laugh in a pm kind of thing. Then more than once I run across myself being mentioned or associated with an apparent plague. This isn't about a free forum living or dying to me or my love;the vids. It's about the core people who I care about which is the only reason that I keep trying. As Cass mentioned, a monitor administrator can't be intimately/emotionally involved in every thought happening on something that it takes about 15 seconds to set up.