Does that help explain it a little?
and the stuff about Howie and I are either lying, doing something suspicious or untrustworthy and whatnot.. really has to end right now... you want to call me a bitch, that's fine I am and can be.... but to call me suspicious and unbelievable is crossing a line that I'm not going to tolerate. Like it or not, I am a mod here.. and I don't, nor have I, lied to anyone... I haven't any reason to. Some of you people know more about my personal life and marriage than even my family knows.. I have nothing to hide and won't be accused otherwise..I don't lie or post in a fashion to deceive anyone on any topic... again, I have no need to... and if you take that as your cue to find a way to 'get at me' because you want to pick at me, you do it at your own peril IMO..
if you have an issue where you think I, or Howie or
anyone else on this forum has been unfair or has lied or been untruthful or hurt you in some way.. PM one of us and we'll figure it out.. There is way to figure out, fix it, and move on.. but only if someone is willing to share instead of letting it build up. For the most part all Howie or me want is a free-flow of ideas and conversations, with as little limits as possible, but
some limits in order to keep a good flow of things coming..(and Howie from being sued HA!)
as i said before.. in a much smaller way.. I think we should all take a breath and "reboot".
I don't understand that. Have I said something to that effect...I wouldn't be asking if I didn't want to 'survive'. I hope to never half to have these sorts of exchanges again so let's get it all out, peacefully

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